You make a wish upon a star but it turns out to be a plane. I’m staring up at the stars and my eyes deceive me into thinking they’re slowly moving its way across the sky. I blink and realize they were exactly where they were. I’m watch the smoke trail up into the infinite nowhere. tell me where I’m supposed to go, and who I’m supposed to be. The clouds slowly drift in and out of my vision and they’re the only ones giving me perspective of what I’m really seeing. Nothing is forever except the sky the stars. I try to hide but I just don’t know how to hide no more. You say I look fine but you dont know what’s really on my mind. If you can open up your eyes you can see what i couldn’t describe. Everything isn’t what I used to know, there’s nothing worse than feeling like a ghost. His voice only murmured in my ears. I have so many thoughts running through my mind What I know is so small how can I still be so lost. There’s nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.The cold can’t reach me beyond the width of my jacket. I snuggle deeper and nothing can reach me. stop fucking pretending airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars. It’s just a dream just a moment ago. I imagine falling down and down and down from up so high. Clouds are dropping me I’m just here for the ride. I fall pass the clouds pass the blue pass the stars everything just a dream just a moment ago. I’m up so high just let me fall.
I guess that’s not exactly what he’s trying to say but it’s all I hear.
